BP

I said "If you know me at all you should know my hand size." You said "What do you think?" I said "I like iced coffee with bagels." You said "I think you're cute with short bangs" I said "Would you like me more if I shaved my head?" you said "I like bald girls." I said "that's gross. whats wrong with you?!"

happy we have met, happy may we part, happy may we meet again

I can't speak for you. I simply can't do anything about you and me. For I accept your decision in the matter, even though it confuses me so, I shouldn't let this carry me down. I respect you and because of that, I shall leave. I'm not very good at goodbyes, so I'll leave you with this-What will be will be.

first

Its been a couple of weeks so far. And I'm feeling rather satisfied with my decision.
This is a huge deal and I know it will take a lot to make this work out. But I know I'm ready for this... I think?
Guess we'll find out. For I'll try my best to make it out, with no scars. I only pray.

Among the Roses

And the roses die and bloom 
And I'm dreaming in my room
That you and I fell into the sky
And went dancing on the moon

And the comet will come
And swing 'round the sun
And you will be replaced
Until that day sometimes I will pray
That you may find some grace

I like to write lists

I love to write lists. 

What I love:
1. My Lord and savior.
2. road trips to banff every summer with the fam jam.
3. eating cheerios with bananas late at night.
4. playing guitar (self explanatory.)
5. talking to my dad over a cup of java
6. Walking in the rain barefoot

What I dream:
1. becoming the best guitar player. ever.
2. travel all of Europe.
3. Find a lad who loves God as much as I do.

What I achieved (recently):
1. Finally finished reading Jane Eyre!
2. Got the guts to quiet my job (Aldos is not the best place to work. Unless you have a great shoe obsession-then the 50% discount is worth it.)
3. finished a song I've been trying to finish for about a year.
4. I finished sewing a button on a shirt I've been trying to do for the past three months, ha.

Who I miss:
1. My dad


What I appreciate:
1.My family
2.my fingers, because they give me the ability to play guitar
3.water (I hate the taste. but it keeps me alive.)
4.My loving brothers


What I wish to happen one day:
1. kissing a lover in the rain
2. performing my songs live
3. dancing under the stars while a symphony plays
4. having tea with Taylor swift (shes the only country singer I like.)
5. meeting the Queen of England. 
6. swim in the Mediterranean Sea
7. ride a unicorn, ha! 


What I love to do:
1. Singing in the shower
2. talking gibberish to my cats
3. running in circles with David
4. playing guitar
5. snapping some killer photos. 


Goals in life:
1. Become an award winning musician
2. be a mother
3. being the best I can be in the kingdom of God

Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?