born a creator

so it starts to begin
the way i use to resurface
but I am trying, heaven knows i am trying
a way of talking, nothing ever comes from talking

i fear I've always been the same
i fear there's nothing else to lose or to gain
but I'm hoping, always hoping
that it can work it.
that i can make it all work out
do you believe me?
I don't think you do

so it starts to begin
the way i use to be resurfacing
that im hoping. ive spent far to long hoping
that it can work out. oh i can make it all work out
do you believe me?
i don't think you do
do you believe me?
i don't think you do.

I've spent so long wondering how i went wrong
and what seemed right seemed like the right thing to do

do you believe me?
i don't think you do

do you believe me?

Someone told me today, "Love is often in front of you."

I sat there with a blank stare and looked down at my coffee in hand. Its true. I've often ignored opportunities to fall in love. but not even that. but to have the guts to tell somebody that I love them.

I've learned from past experiences, that holding your tongue in those moments, when wanting to tell somebody that you love them, is sometimes the best thing to do (to avoid a broken heart.) Because chances are. you might just make a fool of out of yourself by telling them how you feel. I've had that happen once. And then there are those situations when you don't say anything at all. And you lose that somebody special. Because you never spoke out. For when you thought that it could never happen. Your face soon fades into another's. And oddly enough, that has happened to me. And I do regret not saying anything to that person.
What I'm trying to write here is - Don't wait to tell that somebody that you love them. Don't let fear take hold of you from speaking what your hearts feels. Just do it. cause chances are. they just might say it back.