born a creator

so it starts to begin
the way i use to resurface
but I am trying, heaven knows i am trying
a way of talking, nothing ever comes from talking

i fear I've always been the same
i fear there's nothing else to lose or to gain
but I'm hoping, always hoping
that it can work it.
that i can make it all work out
do you believe me?
I don't think you do

so it starts to begin
the way i use to be resurfacing
that im hoping. ive spent far to long hoping
that it can work out. oh i can make it all work out
do you believe me?
i don't think you do
do you believe me?
i don't think you do.

I've spent so long wondering how i went wrong
and what seemed right seemed like the right thing to do

do you believe me?
i don't think you do

do you believe me?