I think about you so much that my stomach hurts. And Even after all this time and all the days it's been, my thoughts still keep running back to you, replaying images in my head of the time we spent on the staircase with your guitar. And still it's true my heart still does love you. I honestly can't escape it. Trust me I've tried to forget about you. for I thought I could move on from you. but it seems as though I can't.
The memory of your smile and those conversations we shared in that little town bakery. I try to forget. And tonight here I lay again trying to forget the sweet words you'd said to me that day. Why can't my heart let you go? Why must my memories of you, of us, torture me so? I feel embarrassed of my love for you.
January 30th, 2012.
-C.B.
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