boys in movies are just so much better.

love is the most beautiful thing to have, hardest thing to earn and the most hurtful things to lose. When I love, i love hard. Nothing or no one can change the way I feel about that person. And it still amazes me how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces. Sometimes the person you love just doesn't understand how much you loved them. Even though I promised myself i wouldn't risk the chance of getting hurt again, for some reason, when I'm with you, it all seems worth it. if you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy... even if its not with you.

My dear friend told me this last night, "Stay strong. even when it feels like everything is falling apart. Go for someone who is only proud to have you, but will also take every risk to be with you. nobody is worth your tears. and the one who is wont make you cry." its painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go, but more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave. But God is great and his best is not something for us to fear; he not only knows what is best for us, he wants us to have his best as well. So when he miss you after he realize you're gone.. remember, he's the one who pushed you away. Nothing hurts more then realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him. So girls need to understand that its okay to be single. you don't need a guy to make you happy. you'll find that special someone eventually.